Today, i started my day by quarrelling with my mom. Then, my bad mood continued on with i reached campus. One of my fren told me that he haven do the lab report which is due today. Not only that, the night before i was rushing an introduction for todays lab and when i reach my group member said that it must be hand written and nothing i prepared could be used. Today, started as a fucking bad day.
Then, after lab i rushed to the new study area and tried my best to finish the report. Luck for me one of my classmate was willing to help me by letting me look at his report. Thanks to him i was able to finish my report with some time to spare. THANK YOU AIK HUI !!! =)
Then, we went to frantini to enjoy the last day of the 50% ramadhan promotion. Resulting in a RM144.xx bill. The value of money this days, really hard to except. After the meal the 5 of us went to marina bay. Looking at the sea at marina bay really let me to alot of thinking. Looking at the waves hitting on the rocks and listening to the sound made me relaxed and totally forgot about all the worries in my mind. It also helped me to forget about the bad this that took place in the morning.
Seating on the rocks for hours and watching waves after waves hit on to the rock lead me to think about what lies ahead of me in the future. Decisions i make now may affect the outcome of my future. All this were in my mind at that moment.
Hope that what ever lies ahead of me won't be something the is produced from something i regret doing.
Not to forget my malay frens, Selamat Hari Raya.
chao.
I just got nag by my mom about the study loan. I know my family financial problem is avoiding me to not worry about my fees in Uni. I really don't know how am I going to cop with this kind of pressure and score in my final. I really dont wanna disappoint my mom but i really can help it but think what if i really fail again this time?? What is going to happen to me?? I am really scared the day will come when i have to again decide what to do in the future. Why can't i just finish my Degree and go on with life like most of the people. Why? I keep asking myself.
*sigh*
Yesterday i went hiking. Everyone was very happy at first then when the route started i feel my long unexercised legs suddenly felt like it was not mine. After awhile she started to not feel right then she asked me to slow down for a rest then we rested for awhile she didn't wanna go on. So, i decided to bring her out. She didn't wanna move at all. After i tried my best to ask her to move she finally started moving backwards. After sometime we manage to get back to the main road. Overall i enjoyed the day although i didn't finish the whole route.
