Endless

I just got nag by my mom about the study loan. I know my family financial problem is avoiding me to not worry about my fees in Uni. I really don't know how am I going to cop with this kind of pressure and score in my final. I really dont wanna disappoint my mom but i really can help it but think what if i really fail again this time?? What is going to happen to me?? I am really scared the day will come when i have to again decide what to do in the future. Why can't i just finish my Degree and go on with life like most of the people. Why? I keep asking myself.

*sigh*